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never always

by Jesse Blake Hay

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1.
harvester 03:53
I heard everything you said down there by the riverbed I was hiding in the cottontails while you washed away the red I always knew your tongue was a knife but I didn't know it was wielded by your wife what a pair of dirty souls harvesting naivete for gold how much money til you love me I bet you had it written down exactly now all the promises you made are gone what a devastating discovery I always knew your tongue was a knife but I didn't know it was wielded by your wife what a pair of dirty souls harvesting naivete for gold gold dust covers up the stain of cold blood your hands are filthy and I won't trust anything you say again anything you say again
2.
she smells like cigarettes and youth and she never tells the truth but that's alright I can rely on being lied to we went to get matching tattoos of a picture that she drew when I got mine she decided not to and then she ran and then she ran into the arms of another man because she can I think she likes to cause she does it over and over again don't forget your cigarettes she she's got sorrow in her eyes she says that love is compromise which she can't do cause she doesn't have the time we stayed up to watch the sun rise she said it took her by surprise she fought back tears and she apologized and then she ran and then she ran into the arms of another man because she can I think she likes to cause she does it over and over again don't forget your cigarettes she smells like cigarettes and youth and I love her more than you but that's alright she can see who she wants to
3.
warning 03:53
I'm going to go for a long walk last one I'll ever take cause if I never ever go to sleep again I can walk straight to my dying day here I stand broken all my fears unspoken my heart is stuck it won't open one foot in front of the other past moonbeams and tall fur trees you said loving me came easy for you, babe well then it should be just as easy to leave here I stand broken all my fears unspoken my heart is stuck it won't open I'll break you too it's just a warning
4.
creature 03:42
look behind you is there a creature coming can you feel his eyes if there isn't be sure to check back often you never know what he'll try I can understand if you don't want me to be with you I'm forever panic prone plus I'm already taken cause me and my creature make two and he never leaves me alone never alone I'm a loser creature lets me know it he whispers in my ear can't you see him he's big and quite imposing his words are always clear I can understand if you don't want me to be with you I'm forever panic prone plus I'm already taken cause me and my creature make two and he never leaves me alone never alone look behind you is there a creature coming can you feel his eyes
5.
guess what, my love the house is on fire memories burn as I perspire the flames lick the walls where all of our photographs hang pictures of us are mixing with smoke and they're falling like dust it's making me choke all these images of you fill up my lungs as I sing I'll go down in flames lay with ashes of our memories I'll see you today my love I'm burning for you I remember it well that day in 2000 right after we wed you said now we're spouses so follow the rules and always let women go first well I held true to that without even trying I picture you there in the hospital dying I'll be with you soon I'm not going to try and escape I'll go down in flames lay with ashes of our memories I'll call out your name speaking with brevity I'll see you today my love I'm burning for you guess what, my love the house is on fire memories burn as I perspire the flames lick the walls where all of our photographs hang
6.
twelve roses 03:53
twelve roses in the gutter twelve roses in the street twelve roses that I gave to you straight from the heart of me but you would not accept it for you've rejected me twelve roses in the gutter twelve roses in the street cold shoulder from a lover cold shoulder straight from thee cold shoulder that I gave to you is now returned to me I will happily accept it and I will let you be twelve roses in the gutter twelve roses in the street I let you down way down right from the start of it I let you fall out of love right from the start of it don't stop I'll never be part of it now twelve roses in the gutter twelve roses in the street twelve roses could not make up for how cold my heart has been I'll leave them where they landed but save the memory twelve roses in the gutter twelve roses in the street
7.
storm girl 03:40
I can smell the rain it's getting close we still have time to find shelter though I know what's in your heart yet I still follow maybe you'll love me more tomorrow hurry now the storm is almost here just in time to cover all my tears I know what's in your heart yet I still folllow maybe you'll love me more tomorrow every time I tell you how I feel you talk about the rain and how it cleanses everything that's real yet causes so much pain with no one there to blame I never know how much of myself to give you you never give much back yet I continue thunder booming all around our head the only thing you share with me is a bed I know what's in your heart yet I still follow maybe you'll love me more tomorrow there should be a warning ahead of you like there is before a storm sirens screaming as you come to view red sky in the morn despondent and forlorn I can smell the rain it's getting close we still have time to find shelter though
8.
jeanette 04:54
please don't follow me cause I'm going down I'm going all the way no stopping me now and when I hit bottom there'll be no one around I'll be all alone with my favorite sound jeanette she grows and twirls and thickens around my head she opens my mouth and crawls her way down to her bed but she doesn't slumber she screams instead and just like a fire she must be fed my jeanette I can love you today but I ain't gonna stay the ghost of her follows me she's never too far away but I can love you today you see out your window how the sky grows dark it means I'll be packing up moving out of your heart it's just like I told you from the very start you can keep all the memories but I'll never part with jeanette I can love you today but I ain't gonna stay the ghost of her follows me she's never too far away but I can love you today please don't follow me cause I'm going down I'm going all the way no stopping me now and when I hit bottom there'll be no one around I'll block out the living so the only sound is jeanette
9.
we're all just living on borrowed time and if you want, babe, you can borrow mine we may not need much more get into my car and we can just drive tear off the mirrors, leave it all behind just open the door if we drive real fast we could escape our past and learn to love again I'll be a better man you'll do the best you can and we can start again start all over again the more you use the better I feel the more I lose the less you heal my foot's on the gas our silence rivals the desert air a road sign casts a blinding glare last chance to pass if we drive real fast we could escape our past and learn to love again I'll be a better man you'll do the best you can and we can start again start all over again start all over again start all over again

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released November 3, 2017

never always - ©2017 - Jesse Blake Hay

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